Who Else Is Up Buying Shoes At 2:30am?
Oh fuck. I am bored and I can't fall asleep!
I think I'm sleepless because I have a job interview tomorrow...as you know, after 6 loyal years with my current company, I've begun to despise my job and just about every single one of the motherfuckers I work with. It doesn't help that my boss aka "Captain Cunt Muffin" is a bitchtastic twat who I can't fucking stand .
So, I've finally made up my mind to leave.
In all honesty, I don't even think I want the job I'm interviewing for tomorrow. I guess I'm just going because they called and hey, I may as well start practicing my rusty interviewing skills...
So, I'm up browsing the net for shoes (even though I have no room in my closet for another pair) and I stumbled upon this site which has amazing, CHEAP shoes and I am a sucker for anything that looks expensive but is cheap as hell.
So, I bought this shoe...in EVERY color. Yes, even yellow when I don't have shit to wear that's yellow...WTF?
They take my breath away. *Sigh*
Total shoe orgasm.
Anyway...the ex and I are talking again. He's been calling for a while but I'm just now getting comfortable talking to him again. I shed some major tears over that relationship. I hated having to break up with him but I'm glad I did. I'd rather be single than to date a guy who's emotionally closed off and takes me for granted.
So, of course he's asking me to movies, propositioning me for sex, etc.
As if.
I still don't think he quite understands WHY I broke up with him and that in itself makes it hard for me to still talk to him.
It's a weird situation because I hardly ever stay friends with my exes. After I break up with a guy, I pretend as if he's fallen off the face of the planet. That's just how I am. I cut people out of my life pretty mercilessly sometimes.
He, on the other hand, is friends with ALL of his exes. He once told me that he "hates to lose people" so he always tries to turn his failed relationships into friendships.
Sweet, heartfelt concept and everything, but I just don't know that I'm up for that...
Mahogany Misfit
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Reader Comments (9)
Okay, personally I loved the other template way more, but I guess I'll grow used to this.
So you and M are talking again? Hmmm, sounds like he's still trying to get into your pants. Funny how it's when you break up that you get the attention you want. Ironic.
Re, the shoes, are nice, I hope they are comfortable. I don't know about the yellow one but the others are cute.
Good luck with the interview, don't know if you want it but good luck anyway...being that the country is in recession, be careful with which company you switch to, you don't wanna lose all your seniority and then get fired at this new place in your first year...aka Motorola fired a bunch of people last week, anyone that was under 5 years with the company. Just be careful with whom you go with.
Wish you would post more often,
xxx
Vixen.
Thanks for the shoe link!
Good luck with your job search
Umm...friends with the ex? Well....ok, he better act like he has some sense ;)
I'm still friends with some of my ex's well I wouldn't actually say friends I would say we are more like associates but then I ask myself for what?
I really, REALLY like those shoes.
So sexy.
I'm reading the other comments and I have to say I think it's great that you're putting yourself out there and looking for a new job. You should NOT stay at your current job out of fear or because you perceive it's "safe in a hectic economy". Any place could fire or lay you off at any time. NONE OF US is totally secure in our employment!
If this place has you on multiple different anti-depressants and shit, it's not a healthy environment. You seem like an accomplished lady and I have faith that you know what's right for you and have made the right choice FOR YOU.
Don't let people discourage you with negativity and "what if's". You've been a success at your current job, I'm sure you'll be a success at the next one.
Woohoo, good luck at the job interview! I'm sure you'll nail it!
Speaking of nailing....stay away from the ex. If he didn't have time for you then, he's not about to have time for you now. Sounds like he's simply horny and wants to have a night and then go right back to the same bs as before. If you're bored, then hell, do what I've done and milk it as much as possible (ie: taking you out), have them begging and then send them packing. I did mine more so for sh!ts and giggles and then out of spite for breaking up and then coming to crawl back....but, only do that if you can honestly say NO. I sure can, it's my favorite word.
Ohhh....SHOES!!!
Just had to comment- those shoes are stunning. Thanks for the link!
Ooh! those are pretty shoes!!!
I've never been able to be friends with an ex. He is an ex for a reason .... I've tried but I end up wanting to slap the hell out of him... so I just try to avoid breaking a nail ...
Yeah, good lookin' on the shoe site. Though I'm wary of buying shoes online, cuz my feet are finicky, but these prices are GREAT!
Love the shoes! Extra sexy! :)
In true Cancerian form, I also easily eviscerate people out of my life, never to deal with them again. I have no problem with that. LOL
I am not friends with any exes (that may still be alive - one ex died!) and if my husband and I ever part, he may be the ONLY man I ever stay friends with because he and I were friends from the beginning of our relationship.